To kill consumerism…hurts.

I want a bigscreen TV, new furniture, a hammock, BMW, Les Paul, Original Rothko, a nest egg and a few more i am ashamed to type.  Lets say I get it all, and if I care to examine my wants I find that I already have them (I guess a 27″ TV is not big enough for me), Whats next.

I am getting married, moving into a sweet house, 2 nice cars, 0 kids, my worldly life is set, yet I still want. I want spiritually too, to get closer to God, to walk with Him more, hear more clearly.

I am scared to ask what God wants…